Someone help because its only episode 10 and my OTP is kissing and getting married qjzowbgfpahge.
I CANNOT RIGHT NOW OMG EVERYTHING IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND I KNOW SOMETHING BAD IS GONNA HAPPEN TO THEM NEXT EPISODE AND I CAN’T WATCH THE NEXT EPISODE BUT O WANNA BECAUSE THEY’RE GONNA GET MARRIED
No gifs rn because I’m on my iPod because I’m supposed to be doing math and stuff but… I CAN’T GET OVER THIS ANIME RN LIKE ITS WAY TOO FAST PACED BUT THAT’S OKAY SONCE THERE’S ONLY 25 EPISODES AND MY OTP IS THERE AND EVERYTHING TAKES PLACE IN A VIDEO GAME WORLD AN IT DOESN’T EVEN MATTER IF THEY SO CERTAIN THINGS
agh agh agh okay okay STUDYING RIGHT
K bai GUIs
A happy panda,
I WANNA BE INNOCENT YOURS WHOLEHEARTEDLY INNOCENT EVERY PART OF ME.
^ that was our theme song. We sang it everyday and woke up to it literally at 7:00 (I think… they took away all our sense of telling time. They confiscated watches and phones and electronics and there were no clocks anywhere) they would blast it and we would all wake up to I WANNA BE INNOCENT YOURS WHOLEHEARTEDLY.
I’m on Jesus high right now tho guys like I’m really like just give me a week or 2 because I’m on a Jesus high after that retreat. Like I feel like such a brainwashed Catholic and that I’ve sinned. I POKED HOLES INTO JESUS’ FACE *breaks down in tears* I’M SORRY.
BUT I MISSED EVERYONE OH SO MUCH. No you don’t understand I was pretty lonely because I don’t make friends easily and I was just really lonely and things happened over there I’d like to keep to myself. (like me almost crying over reconciliation…)
I’m so glad to be in my house. I just missed everyone I can’t get over it. I couldn’t have any technology and before bedtime everyone was talking to each other, but I didn’t have friends so I was just sitting in my room alone, quiet, wanting to call Shmarah, Zoe, even Spencer or Myke, and wanting a sketch book.
The food was meh and we shared the cafeteria with a Bergenfield retreat BLEH. IN other words too many Filpinos in one room for my liking.
I can’t handle people and making new friends which I was sorta forced to do, but it was fun and I really kinda wouldn’t object to going again, so I signed up for team… Which is the upperclassmen who help out and supervise and blast music. I’m not sure if I can make a speech though and that is required.
But it was tiring. When I got home yesterday I literally ate, restocked my Tiny Tower, and passed out. Until like 10:00 where I went upstairs and re-passed out. That was how tired everyone. I also forgot to take a shower since I was so tired and I felt disgusting when I woke up but Hey I’m well rested and NOW I’m clean.
Okay maybe too much information, but i did not want to take a shower with like two other girls in the other stalls and being pressured to hurry because of guilt of holding up a line….
And now back to the real world and studying for Midterms (not likely)
A Jesus High panda,
I was a breath away from Kenny Rogers 😛
You know the usual. Lol jk. Curled hair is pretty. No time to take a shower D: Tired Tired Tired. WAS HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY. I AM SO SORE RN. Like you don’t understand I didn’t have real food since around before 12 P.M. It was painful to stand and stuff. So my heels hurt and so does my neck and back.
I just wanna…
But I want to update on such a milestone blah blah.
But the little girl who had a solo was young Colette on Les Miserables on Broadway okay? (there were three other girls, but that girl was O.O They gave me high fives too.) Her vibrato was absolutely flawless. Like I can’t even do that just I am so incompetent. SHE’S LIKE 7 FOR GOD’S SAKE.
Then we sang and did a photo shoot and the robes. My robe is here in my house because it was 11 when we got back to the school.
God then the Torpie test tomorrow. I’m pretty damn busy for a freshman all you people… Yesterday I went from KEnny Rogers practice/rehearsal, to auditions, to helping children tune violins, to calling my father rushingly so I could get home to change for dance, then I finally could go home and do HOMEWORK. Then I blacked out. Only then did I black out on my bed although I was supposed to study for Torpie (since I maaay have a C and there’s a test on Thursday. WHOOPS I mean TODAY.)
Mitz and Shannon too. Woot whatev we got to sing with Kenny Rogers *cries in corner*
Mrs. Scwartz says I can use Kenny Rogers as an excuse. LOL Mrs. Torpie would not let me get away with that. Not while I’m in honors.
Can I miss school tomorrow?
A tired, stressed panda that feels like no one really cares,
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THE DEPTH OF MY STRESS RIGHT NOW.
I REALLY DON’T RANT ON THIS BLOG OR SAY ANY REAL FEELS BESIDES FANDOM FEELS SO THAT IS ALL.
UGH UGH UGH WHYYY.
I GOT SUCH COOL PRESENTS OMG GUIS I LOVE YOUUU FANDOMS FLIPPING GALORE.
Zoe: INFERNAL DEVICES MANGA OMG WILLIAM OWEN HERONDAAALE. WILLESSA. And a BTR (Big Time Rush) calendar lol story behind that.
Spencer: Panda sweater. It’s my OC guis. My OC it even has panda ears on the hood omgomgomg
Mommy/Me/Family: iPod Touch~ I can play games on et naao 16 Gigs to spend Tumblr app. Internet code for school. Lol bye free period/math.
Shmarah: My OTP A picture of my OTP it’s canon now and you all know it. (is now my home background on iTouch) And the best thought out thing. I’m part of the game guis. ALL THE CANON THINGS IN MY LIFE.
Chaaarliiiieeee: A KH hat. It looks like I have Mickey Mouse ears. Uwaaah It’s so warm too~~ I HAVE KH STUFF OTHER THAN POSTERS NOOOOW.
Nat/Eguias: Combat boots. (My old combat boots broke FYI) And a pretty lace top from favorite normal/girl/teenage clothing store Charlotte Russe.
Karishma: Fedora had and FINALLY MORE PRINTED SHIRTS.
Among other things such as a kawaii coach bag, a canvas gap shopping bag…?? GIrly lotions and perfum stuffs, An a lot of money.
My Christmas present is purchased and I’m counting it. It’s my trip to Canada. I need no more Christmas present than seeing my new baby cousin~~~ uguuuu.
YOU ARE ALL JEALOUS.
A happy, happy panda
P.S. RETURN OF THE MEDIA FILES (fine pictures)
P.S.S. I should add Fairy Tail gifs to my collection.
You are in a jacket. Why don’t you go next door YOURSELF to deliver the present. Not your daughter who is comfily in pajamas, sitting in her bed, and watching anime. Asking her of this going outdoors in the night RIGHT AFTER making a card for said person.
Because you’re tooootallly not in a winter jacket already and too busy nagging everyone in the household so YOU can’t get off your butt and go next door. I’m hungry. Well. Well. I’m tired, but you drag me outta bed to bring me to pray the rosary. luckily that’s IN the house.
But I don’t like the dark and you expect me to deliver something in my pajamas at 11:00 P.M. next door. HOW FLIPPING RIDICULOUS?! I-I’M GONNA GET ATTACKED BY SLENDERMAN OR SHIA LABEOUF. K. Love you too ma.
In other news a to do list that I should get through and should be actually in my planner.
A “novel” for Chinese
Stop screwing around and procrastinating (LOL)
Night Night Night why so sad. I need notes.
T-shirt for making of To2C shirt
Pray for my bio grade to go up
Pick pictures for that collage.
Find apps for iTouch
Stop watching Fairy Tail so frequently.
Do better in school.
Some kind of biome project from Mrs. Torpie
It is 11 in the nighttime. And she has decided to go herself. Okay fine. It is 11:00 P.M. mother why would you even.
-A confused panda,
probably failed the Collentine. Sorry dad I didn’t “get da A’s” now back to studying in my business class. At least tomorrow is a half day.
And I like my new Christmas theme~
A stupid feeling panda,
HAPPY SPENCER?! I UPDATED.